Me holding Josiah after he became a angel
Josiah,
God does have a plan...It's just kind of hard to read the blueprints through the tears sometimes...Its been one month today since grew angel wings and flew back to Heaven.That day keeps re-playing in my head over and over again. I miss you so much it hurts! I long to hold you and kiss your sweet face and smell your wonderful scent. I cant even begin to find the words to describe how much I miss you. I will always hold the memories we have together dear to my heart. You were such a little mover and loved to kick your little left leg. I remembered when you peed on your nurse and for some reason you loved to give mommy the poopy diapers oh how I would do anything to change another one of your poopy diapers...You won my heart and my heart was broken when God called you home. I just dont know how to feel and my emotions are all over the place...you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey, you'll never know dear how much I love you, please dont take my sunshine away! I love you my angel baby! I cant wait to hold you in my arms again. Mommy is so sad she cant see you and have you here physically with me but I will keep you in my heart and you are always on my mind there will never be a day that goes by that I dont think of you. xoxo
Love always and forever,
Mommy xoxo
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