so sweet, so small, so soon

Right now i should be celebrating my son's 1 month birthday, instead I am sitting here with empty arms wishing he was still here with me or better yet still safe inside my tummy he wasnt due until the end of March 2011. He came early on December 7, 2010 I was only 24 weeks and 5 days pregnant... Josiah grew wings and flew home to be with Jesus on December 13, 2010... I will not be visiting him at the cemetary today its just still to hard to do! I can only imagine what he must be doing in Heaven right now!?!... I have come to terms that the 7th of every month I will be reminded of his birth and I pray that it will get easier to cope with as time goes on.